HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Also I lied. I lied I lied and I am not ashamed to admit that I lied that I'll be done with the website last year.I already had my holiday planned out and considering the place I was going to I should have known I wouldn't be done and when I wasn't spending my days out I was attempting to finish discounty.Yes I know I'm such a fat fucking beta chud.

Breathing in the ocean air was lovely.It was nice being home but the more I go back the more I understand why you can;t really progress when you're in the coast.The people are warm yet slow,the sun in constantly beating you down to enjoy an afternoon siesta and the humidity just adds a haze that clouds your vision not allowing you to do anything other than take things slow.Which is great if you're retired and over 70 years not so great when you're trying to make a stamp in a world that was never built for you.

In spite of that slighly melachonic outlook to my coastal hometown I enjoyed my time there.Seeing friends I hadn't seen in over a year. Talking to family who lived there and actually getting away from the depressing air of the bustling city.It was truly a pleasant time.I'm aready planning my Easter holiday and if luck is on my side maybe a spontaneous weekend there!

Also this year I think I'm done being a perfectionist at everything cause I barely get shit done anyway so I better serve a consistent "meal" that gets better everytime I make it than trying to make a michelin 5 star meal every single time and getting burned out. Its tiring. I'm a grownup now .I feel like I should have left that mindset during my teens.Word vomit much?

Anyways bye!

I think I've began to get the hang of how I'd like my website to look like.The colors and how they should mesh well as well as the aesthetic I'd like to go for was honestly bugging my head for weeks.I can confidently say I am 70% done with it and whats mostly remaining is a few necessary subtractions and additions.I'm still unsure of the name at large but I'm definetely happy with how the homepage turned out.I've never been the type to enjoy maximalist things (despite enjoying what others can do.)Its just far too stimulating for me.

Aside from that preparing for the holidays.My friend M might be coming for the holidays here and we plan to spend a week together so that's going to be alot of fun.December seems stalecause of the none stop holidays but I really want to achieve something before the end of the year and I've been working so hard to hopefully pull it off so that my january can start off great.

Anyways bye!

My first diary entry! By the time anyone would see this it would probably be the end of the year,hopefully sooner but we do not know what the future holds and I would like this website to look at least decent as possible before displaying it to the internet.

As I write this I genuinely have no idea of what I'd like the blog to look like.Its currently following very muted colours and I wouldn't want to add colours that may overstimulate me but also I'm generally a very colourful person and would like to incooperate that into my website without it feeling like a bomb

I will be featuring art that I have created myself on this page as it would enourage me to do better in terms of creating more art

Okay bye!